I’ve been standing strong. I thought so. Things are just not working favorably as I saw it for the past days. And yet I know that no matter how I see things, it will NEVER be the same way how God sees me and my situation. My quiet times and Bible reading have ceased. I just do not hear Him, feel Him. Yes, I still have short prayers. But He doesn’t deserve it. I am drying up and is in a dry season. Because I know walking away from Him will not do me good, I still worship Him. It is odd to need music just to lift my soul back but it is working for me and may work for others. It is crushing my heart and is wanting more of Him. I realized that no matter how heavy the circumstances are, I should not let go one of the following: prayer, Bible reading, talking to a sibling in Christ, worship and going to church. Surely, one of it will heal me. Then doing each back one by one will please Him. Just like the bamboo, bend but don't break. Be flexible yet firmly rooted in Him.
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