Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Please let my company win the deal Lord

Dear Lord.

We were informed that our company will be submitting their proposal to bid for a post (Buyer) for MSD.  My Manager has advised that the result will be out on 15-July-2011.

May I ask from you God that MSD evaluation team will have wisdom over their decision and selection.  I pray that our company will win.  I pray for this inorder that I can keep my job.  I like it being here.  Though I am paid less than my previous company, the stress level is ok.  There is no stress actually.  I love it here.  I like everyone I am working with.  I enjoy the convenience of life here.

If it is so that we will not win, I know I have to make decisions as well.  I need to move on, find a job where I enjoy.  I know the company intends to keep me.  I am just afraid I will not be enjoying what I will be doing if I will be transferred to another department.  It will change my job scope.  Though it will increase the number of experience, I do not think it will be a good thing to see on my resume for future jobs.

Father, may you find sincerity in our hearts (in my team), that you may see that we love what we are doing.  May you also bless our Sales persons that they may be able to find many clients, more projects and more business.

But God if you have other plans for me, another place, another thing to do..let my heart be opened to obey you and open my mind to see the bright future you have for me.

I submit to you this prayer father like submitting the proposal of my future.

Amen

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I was fatherless

I grew up without my father with me.  For me a family with the composition of a mother, father and their children is only a structure.  A family, for me, are those people who know me, love me, took care of me and are there for me.

I went to church today and was amazed by the thought that fathers are endangered species. Survey says 63% of world's population is fatherless.  Maybe 15% are with their fathers. Maybe 22% are with their fathers who are not really with them.  Preoccupied with something.

I was fatherless.  And my son has the same fate.  I believe I am fine.  He will be too.  Kudos to us who grew up fatherless and yet are still standing still with arms raised to the Father in heaven. 

Psalms 68:5 says God is the Father of the fatherless...

1 John 3:1 says See what great love the father has lavished on us that we should be called children of God!  And that is what we are!  The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know Him.

So, if you are fatherless, do not despair!  You have a mighty Father!

And to you who has a father, be grateful!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Dear Zeus

Description (only those that I know)

Name: Zeus
Occupation: Architect
Hometown: Tondo, Metro Manila
SG Address: Blk 444, Choa Chu Kang Ave 4, #02-329 Singapore 680444

Hi Zeus,

I am sorry.  I know you do not know me yet.  We have just met once.  I do not even know if you remember me.  I would just like to let you know I fancy about you since the day I met you.  Why? Because you have a job.  That means you are responsible, that you have made effort to finish and earn for a living.  Disciplined.  It means you are aware what a man should be like.  You also look clean.  Plus,  you are here which is the most important thing for me.

I just hope you are not married or does not have any girlfriend.  If you have either both then that back to zero for me.  See you around.

Tina

Comfort Zone: Temporarily Close

Dear Blog,

Today was not as good as I wanted it to be. 

This morning we were called for a meeting and were informed that we will be deployed to other departments while waiting for our clients to start business with our company.  It is a good thing though that they have thought of keeping us to work in the company rather than let be retrenched. 

I just do not feel good about the new thing.  Though I know it is just for temporary and new things are meant to be good, I am not ready to learn new things.  I want to do what I only know.  Maybe I have that fear.  When there are new things, failures may happen and I do not like it.

I am thankful I will be having my short vacation on Friday. 

Director said this will be on until August.  We will see how it will work then.